There are times where people say things would only be getting better when it hit rock bottom, never did anyone tell you where is rock bottom. Every single time, you think that you had hit rock bottom but than you started to realise that you are mearly just “scratching the surface” …
Everytime a decision is made, we gamble to see if whatever decision that was made was the right one and most of time such decision could only turn extremely dangerous. Sadly, not making a decision is not an option that anyone can make. We just hope and pray that our decisions that we had made in life would be the one that turns out to be better; for me, most of the time it is not. Because of a decision that I had made, resulted in the failure of many, resulted in the pain and suffering of way too many which I myself would not have anticipated.
Sadly, today would never come back and there is really no way that I could turn back time. In this life, I have walked numerous wrong path, made a huge number of wrong choices (infact, so much so that every single choice I made, there are 90% of it failing). Sometimes I wonder if I do not make such a choice; would it be better but we wont know where the road would take us since we have not once walked on this path.
Painful, drastic and despair… I believe that there is still more rocks being thrown at me moving forward…
Stressed!!!!