Few more days before the end of journey, a long and tiring journey. Where chances are not by my side with the skies going darker by the end of the day. I realise that the time has come for me to say “goodbye”.
As the air around me feels extremely heavy, the footsteps I take, extremely dragged. there is a part of me which screams in pain silently and another part of it having to face the reality in this cruel world. It comes a time where I need to pen down all my thoughts once again and ensure most of the things are taken care of. I could only believe and hope for the best.
The phrase “goodbye is the hardest word”, comes imprinted so vividly in my memory. I feel it dragging my mood of whatever times I have left, making peace hard to achieve and reality, hard to accept.
There is only so much a picture or an entry of a blog can hold. Memories, moments but there are still other part of life which are missing where nothing on earth could help to embrace. Even as technology advanced so much, there are still things within our world that we cannot fulfil with technology … such like “emotions” and “emphatic”. I would miss providing these support to the ones I love and the ones that supported me .
I leave with an ending note and a heavy heart to the world and people around me. I thank you, all of you, for making my stay in your life such an enjoyable one. My family for putting out their best for me, and praying for the best for me.
Goodbye ….