The end of the road is near. The past few years of knocking for a miracle to happen didn’t come up. This weekend was the last weekend and Today would be the last day I have around. When all the roads that leads to the end didn’t fulfill to having a door that opens for me, things are more drastic than it seemed.
This is the end of my long and stertorous journey. All the suffering, effort wise and money wise, grinds down to nothing. There would be a door which I cannot afford to open, a road which I cannot afford to take and a journey that I cannot afford to move any more forward. All I can do is to keep praying, as I have already been praying for a long time, yet nothing has been answered and I can only keep praying hoping for the best to come. I hope that one door would open for me, please !